Morphine
Thursday, May 31, 2007 @ 8:58 AM
Shit, it happened again ytd. No civilised convo but just plain shouting/screaming. It stung. I promised myself that I owuld emerge stronger but it just crumbled my wall. What do you think, with it coming from my "own kind" and all, and yet I feel like an outsider.

She thinks she's so hip using a constant smattering of "fuck" and "fucking" in every sentence. But I'll tell you, IT NEVER WAS DAMMIT.

Since you think it's so fucking sool to fucking use fucking profanities, here's a fucking big FUCK YOU! to fucking you.

Life is a farce, that I learnt from you. But at least, my farcity has a limit. Your's is MAXED, baby. I can assure you, NOONE LIKES YOU. But this applies only when they see your true colours; EG when the cousins are over for a sleepover. My cousins can't bring themselves to talk to you, you're unapproachable. How bloody boring! Hey, at least I can bring myself to joke/tease/talk/laugh with all my aunts. But even if you did converse, it woudl be about STUDIES. That's all you think that makes a person, right?

Damn mother, you've got a hell lot to learn.

"Kelayakan yang baik menentukan kejayaan dalam hidup". That came out for Malay O levels Dialog-writing. I ahbsolutely disagreed with that statement. Doing well in life is more than studies and talents. It's about self-respect, mutual respect, love, care, concern, teamwork. All these skills ae what that's gonna take you to the working world, in addition to studies and talents.

You'l never succeed, at the rate you're going, trust me.