Sunday, December 07, 2008 @ 3:11 AM
I am loving life at the moment.

Who cares if I will be jobless in two weeks? Who cares if money is tight at the mo? Who cares if there are sales everywhere and it might drive me crazy?

Who cares.

'cos I've learnt, after a long time, to just fucking accpet things as it is. Yes, I will whine like an annoying bitch from time to time about how "unfair" life is, but that is just as a means to release all that energy I have in me. We all know how much energy I have pent up in me.

Like I said, life's looking pretty awesome. I won't have much time to myself during the holidays, what with the recent intrusion of my participation in the LT show. I'm scared as hell, trying to play a something that Hirzi has done. I'm nervous hell, facing a huge audience. But, I'm also looking forward to it 'cos I haven't done much for Council and being with Sally would be pretty darn awesome.

So, in 1 hour 11 minutes, I will be meeting Jawsh, Sam & Grace to snap snaps for the StanChart marathon at the ungodly hour of 0430hours. I really hope to be able to take some awesome photos, may god bless me eventhough I've been terrible and not praying much. Too little time, too many excuses.

My pay just clocked in 3 hours ago. Finally, money to fill up the depleting bank balance. The past month has been unfair to the bank balance, and I can safely say Au Revoir to Bangkok. But I might find a job with lesser working hours.

I don't think I can ever not work. I feel so depressed at the thought of not having sufficient cash. Sufficient, I say.

So, here's a wonderful toast for the wonderful month of December- a great memory for the 2 tests I'm having in a week, wonderful LT show rehearsals, finishing the assignments earlier, a wonderful Christmas, an even better New Year's and may god throw money into my face to buy more... Stuff.