Sunday, December 28, 2008 @ 10:25 PM
I hate how I feel extremely out of sorts at the wrong times. I should feel happy but all I feel now is smth so uncommandable. It feels wrong to be me. I feel this urge to watch Sex & The City again. I just watched it in the morning and I need to watch it again to snap me out of this confusion.

I still haven't done a single assignment, save for photography. Which, by the way, without Jin I would have nothing. Thanks so much Jin you are sucha saviour.

30 days to live & I would:
go to the big apple. conveniently die right before fashion week. meet heidi klum. shop with v becks. eat a durian. wear couture. make out with woman from SATC. have tea with christian siriano. throw a tea party. buy an item for every single one of my friends that i adore. party at ibiza. sleepover at the olsens. walk for menswear in milan. write an article. act in a play. go for floorplay. babysit suri cruise. get me a new bag everyday. get me a new outfit every day. visit africa. dance with ellen. slink like someone ahemahem every single day at a new club. spend my last day surrounded with love warmth comfort.

I'm feeling weepy. Calls for a screening of SATC.