Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 2:22 AM
I'm in a very Adele mood at the moment. No further explanation needed.

Starting on a major assignment 4 days before it's due was a big joke. If time could rewind, I'd go back to the mid-sem holidayz and start there & then. Starting your own magazine is also no joke. I thought it would be easy peasy or at least as "fun" as our Marketing report on Pantene last sem. But noooo. It's like a total pain in the ass to even talk about strategies on how to promote a magazine targeted to senior citizens.

BTW MOCHA IS THE SPAWN OF SATAN. IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME GO SEE HIM YOURSELF. SPAWN OF SATAN I TELL YOU.

I don't really know if it's funny or disturbing or gross, but I would say it was a mixture of all three. I was on 15 on the way back home and I sat beside this middle-aged guy. He didn't really dress like an Ah Pek but well, he was rather weird. Throughout the entire ride, I could feel his eyes gazing at me every few seconds. Especially so when I poppped chocolates into my mouth. Is there really something so sexual about the way I eat chocolates?

Then, the weird part began. He folded his arms casually and I could feel his left hand, which was tucked under his right pit grazing my upper arm slowly & softly. I just pretended not to realise but I was totally freaked out. I inched an inch away hahaha. Then, when I was on the phone, that old creep just had to shake/bounce his right leg. You know how some guys/mats like to bounce their leg up & down.

Yeah so he bounced it and it kept on brushing against my left leg which was totally awkward 'cos I, once again, pretended that such a thing was a daily occurence in my life. He kept on staring at me for the entire trip! Take this for instance, I would change the song on my Nano and put it back on my lap/crotch with my phone & the box of chocolates. Every single fucking time I did that, he would stare at my crotch for a really long time.

It was disturbing. Then I reached home and found it funny hahaha. And a little gross. When I got down the bus, he stared at me for a really long time, thinking that maybe I would give him a smile or a wink to signal something.

But that ain't happening sista. Snap it.

If you must know, school work has finally taken a toll on me. I am exhausted as hell but I cannot sleep without finishing my work. Basikally, my Journalism proposal is done, and I'm using the same story of my PerCom speech in class. I'm done with half of my Leadership part, 'cos I'm really confused about how Oprah empowers people. The definition of empowerment is the delegation of power/authority to followers in the organisation.

So enlighten me here, 'cos after an hour of googling how Oprah empowers and all I got were flame sites that proclaim their 'undying love' for Ms Thang, wtf is empowerment. Geez, whatever possessed me to take up Leadership.

But the majah fuck up is my major group project which is due this Friday and I am KONFUSED about it. Starting a business sucks the life out of you.